Everyone over weight, cant say they enjoy being over weight, no matter what we say, i think we just bury our heads and tell ourself we cant do it,
Ive had my fair share of drama and when ive got into disagreements they always say now im fat this and fat that, i took no notice and thought ok clearly you have no intelligence that you pick on the obvois,
until one day, my daughters god father and i got into a silly disagreement about my husband, he told me that i was fat etc and that my BMI must be 69.9 , he told me that my daughter will end up 6 foot under with my son cause im so fat and thats why my babys end up there in the first place,
i can deal with you calliing me fat but you dont bring my children into it,
So i decided it was time to lose weight to show HIM , yes thats right i wasnt losing weight for me, i was losing weight to shut someone up,
So i decided i was going to give up cola i drunk a lot but did not drink as much as i thought, i couldnt understand why i had gained so much weight, i didnt think i ate unhealthy i just knew i drunk a lot of coke,
so I gave up the coca cola, and when into serious withdrawl symptons shakiness headaches feeling of weak and constant feeling ill , it was horrible, no one believes i would do it, they all believed id give up, its Jo saying that she wants to lose weight AGAIN,
the first two months I lose 2 stone whooo changed nothing but drinking coke, wow who would have thought , not me,, the next month I lost nothing so decided i needed to do more,
my daughters key worker told me about a gym called curves it was for woman and it was a circuit so ur using all the right equipment and they were there constantly to help you, you also had a weigh in and inches done each month,
i turnt up to my first appointment and got myself weighed OMG when did i become this big, i know i was always heavy for my size but this was ridiclous, i had to lose 10 stone, thats a whole person for me to be what i hope to be happy with my size, i knew a lot of hard work was to go into it,
i told Denise who signed me up if this doesnt work im going to go for surgery, she told me if I work hard it will work, but only I can change this,
we went through a questionaire and i was asked why are you doing this?
is it to keep up with your daughter.. Nope... i run around playzone and krazy kaves with the other mums even the skinny ones,
is it cause your doing something special NOPE... so why are you losing weight Jolene , I was asked,
cause i want people to stop calling me fat, i want them to actually use there intelligence in nastiness,
we worked out my food and drink where i was going wrong, and Denise told me i was drinking 5litres of cola aday wow, i was spending over £100 a month on a drink, BUT was a drink I need, ive actually been in hos with my withdrawl as im addicted to one of the chemicals and not the caffine
My journey starts
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